I’ll never forget the day I saw myself in that mirror.
Even though over a decade of time has passed since I caught the glimpse, the image is still vivid. And I’m sorry to say that it wasn’t a pretty one. My then six-year-old daughter and her three-year-old brother were playing together in their room. I strolled down the hall to check on the baby who was due up from his nap soon. It was then that I saw it.
As I approached the room where my kids were playing, I heard Kenna’s voice pipe up as she expressed to Mitchell her immense displeasure. You see, he was not stacking the colorful, snap-together, plastic blocks in a manner that suited her.
As I neared the door I heard her sharply declare “No, Mitchell. Not that way! Oh, just give it to me! Anybody with a brain knows they go like this, not like that. Can’t you ever do anything right?” Her words, though unkind, weren’t the real issue. What bothered me most was that they were spoken with a caustic, condescending tone.
I was not going to let her get away with it.
I stepped into the room and with classic mom form – hand on hip, finger pointed, addressing her with her full name for emphasis—I gave it to her. “Mackenzie Leith Ehman! Young lady, I don’t ever want to hear you talk like that to your brother again!”
Without even looking up from her pile of blocks, she quickly and calmly retorted. “Why not, Mama? You talk like that to Daddy all the time.”
My kids often serve as a painstakingly honest mirror when it comes to my attitudes and actions. The offense my daughter had committed that day paled in comparison to what I feared my kids were witnessing in our home as they saw their mom interact with their dad in a disrespectful manner.
I cried and prayed and cried some more. I told my husband what had transpired. I then told my Bible study group. Turns out I wasn’t the only parent who had a little mirror in their house. Many of us had seen ourselves vividly reflected through the voices and actions of our offspring. We vowed together to keep our words and tones in check. Of course, we found out this is often easier said than done.
Ephesians 5:33 urges:
To sum up, each one of you is to love his wife as himself, and the wife is to respect her husband. (HCSB)
This verse is one Christian wives assume they are obeying because we have a limited view of its true meaning. A quick reading of this verse in the Amplified Version of the Bible sheds a deeper light. (This Bible version further amplifies the meaning found in the Bible’s original languages of Hebrew and Greek) The parenthetical description of the word “respect” in the AMP version reads:
“that she notices him, regards him, honors him, prefers him, venerates, and esteems him; and that she defers to him, praises him, and loves and admires him exceedingly.”
Whew! No wonder God wants marriage to last a lifetime. It might take us women a lifetime to learn to exhibit all those qualities!
Now hold on…..don’t jump ahead of me. Husbands aren’t off the hook in all of this. Here is the rendering of the first part of the verse, the directive to husbands:
“However, each man among you [without exception] is to love his wife as his very own self [with behavior worthy of respect and esteem, always seeking the best for her with an attitude of lovingkindness],”
Yep. The men also might need a lifetime to learn to display this kind of behavior too.
If we as spouses determine–with God’s help and through His strength–to behave like this verse urges us to, well then neither husbands nor wives have any wiggle room on this. There is no place for harsh words, caustic comments, and hurling hate in the home.
It’s been a long time since I spied my ugly self in that mirror that day. I still struggle at times with a sharp tongue, often saying things in jest that in reality are unkind. And my kids now reserve the right to call me on the carpet for such behavior.
We parents need to remind ourselves that there are little (and not so little!) eyes watching, and in many cases imitating what they see.
What’s in your mirror?
Karen Ehman, KarenEhman.com
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